#anniversary #1year #one year #starvation #self-portraiture #self portrait #feeding tube #portraiture #disability #disabled #peg j #enteral nutrition #enteral feeding #ehlers danlos syndrome #mitochondrial disease #mitochondrial myopathy #gastroparesis #intestinal dysmotility #intestinal failure #non binary #gender fluid #tom boy #survival #surviving #do not call me a warrior #i have not seen war