#prsnl #im in a mood lately where im like #waahh i kinda wanna be in a relationship #i wanna have a mutual crush #i miss that #am i crushing even rn tbh idek its weird #i get attached easily so it sucks #usually its infatuation and i know it #but it still hurts a lot #so am i going through that rn #tbh idek man #so im like #i dunno i just #s i g h #not to be bitter but im like #damn i wish that were me kinda but also like #the thought of it anxiety inducing # me wtf