#deep thoughts #hate myself #kill my mind #no friends #failure #im losing my mind #loneliest #not worth it #sadnees #self destroy #suizigedanken #schreibt mir #im sick #kill the head #self-destruction #hate me #worthless #i feel numb #bad choices #ich mache alles falsch #warum bin ich so #stimmen im kopf #illusion #miserable #hilflos #burden #dont trust anyone #gedanken #mentally ill