#i dont think you understnad #ive never been so upset over a couple ever i think #theyre my ultimate otp #and they still love each other despite everything #or any kind of hope of them getting back together again #but i really want them back together and happy right now #crying about it #i just cant deal #personal #malec #malec feels #the mortal insruments #cols spoilers #city of lost souls spoilers #though its been out for a yearwhatever