#nanase haruka #why am i even uploading this here #looks like shit #the colors are wrong #im so rusty #cries #dont look its crappy #the amount of time i worked on this is ridiculous #ugggh #but watercolor still gives me life #maybe ill do a marker drawing now #thats really hard tho #im even more rusty when it comes to that #oh woah lots of inner thoughts going on here ill stop now #my art