#personal #and very stressed #and depressed even #and boy #was it rlly hard to try n nap #when all that shit was flooding u so hard #to the point u started getting violent intrusive thoughts #and people continue to fucking test me and i cant fucking #take it #i cant fucking deal with my own shit rn #cus im very very fucked myself rn and im so close #to a fucking breaking point #so damn close #make them feel worse #and no one has said this to me