#oh my god i’m literally working on a fic about this #i got into an argument with my friend #idgi it just makes straightforward sense to me #that this is something he would grapple with #especially if he’s being groomed as the next clan heir #there’s so much that sizhui has to face #i’m just saying i have a lot of thoughts abt this #cql meta #meta stuff #jl’s skywalker moment