#sunny arts #sunnys ocs #the ashen magus #vlad nijik #i have no idea how to do lineart with my tablet #and no idea how to draw kids #and yet here we are #the irony of vlads life is that #he starts out with nothing #nothing at all #and he so desperately yearns to gain something #to have something that is his own #that he hardens himself and grows stronger #and he does gain things #so many things #but because he fought so hard to gain those things #and keep those things #those things were forcefully taken from him in the end #god i think a lot about how i dont kill vlad in the end #because true hell for him would be #being all alone with no one #and having lost everything #you can see how much i love him