#i want her to be happy for once #let her hold hands #kind of #this is like precursor to hand holding #first base of hand holding u might say #they use analogies like that right #i dont know how baseball works #im just in a hmm #yearning mood rn #everything is gonna be soft and cuddly #no i dont know how hands work stop looking at them #week 36 #week 88 #speedpaint