#personal #delete maybe #god i hate that i feel so ashamed to eat #llike #i feel embarrassed if i eat anything #or eat a little more than i should #i feel embarrassed and ashamed and #not right #and back on my bullshit of #god i didng et so much fatter #and evenfucking #like i gained more weight #but lowkey part of me is still like #seething jealously and whatever but #im just a toxic bitch so what does it matter #but god i just hate hate hate #laughed at for it #no matter wha i do im goin to be fucking miserable