#boy how often has dean not had to do this #all the times he thought sam would fight back #at school and when the neighbourhood kids got mean #and sam never did because he said it wasnt worth it #deans always keyed up for a fight that doesnt come and then #and sams always carried this sort of resentment in him #but now its anger #now sam fights #and look at deans face #doesnt know what to do with this sam #but sam follows his touch when its barely a push #so its okay #its okay #i dont know what emotion im having #but i appear to be having it very hard

#boy how often has dean not had to do this #all the times he thought sam would fight back #at school and when the neighbourhood kids got mean #and sam never did because he said it wasnt worth it #deans always keyed up for a fight that doesnt come and then #and sams always carried this sort of resentment in him #but now its anger #now sam fights #and look at deans face #doesnt know what to do with this sam #but sam follows his touch when its barely a push #so its okay #its okay #i dont know what emotion im having #but i appear to be having it very hard

#boy how often has dean not had to do this #all the times he thought sam would fight back #at school and when the neighbourhood kids got mean #and sam never did because he said it wasnt worth it #deans always keyed up for a fight that doesnt come and then #and sams always carried this sort of resentment in him #but now its anger #now sam fights #and look at deans face #doesnt know what to do with this sam #but sam follows his touch when its barely a push #so its okay #its okay #i dont know what emotion im having #but i appear to be having it very hard