#i could never even do this #well maybe sometimes and yes #but more often it was too much and i ran away #and i’m still a little like that #i can do hugs #and i like them #but if i hold on too long i’m afraid i’ll fall in love #because it’s happened before #and even getting a massage #has me feeling like i’m taking too much #and i don’t deserve it #and giving them #i feel like i’m not good enough to touch #and i’m taking too much that way too #and sure i’m all grown up and married #but this doesn’t go away #sorry to all the boys and girls #who might have liked me #and i ran