#it certainly isn't depression #because i looked it up and i definitely don't have that #it's... stress #i think? #but not because of university nooo #i could totally handle these essays #but #and i have a female partner!!! #and i really like her but #i can't tell my dad #and it just really makes me sad #and stressed too because like what if he does find out? #what if i let it slip #or mum does? #and i'm still financially dependent on him #and i don't... want my dad to hate me #basically #so um yeah #this has been a rant and i apologise for it #shutting up now #and also kudos to you for having read all of this