#why am i on tumblr so much lately #it’s because of poopie jay #he messaged me last night saying he was drinking #then he spent the night drinking and texting me #and it was interesting #and then i messaged him this morning #and he didnt reply #then i messaged him saying i was tipsy #and he said he had a bad hangover #and i said aww what a shame #and he didnt bother replying #so now im pissed off at him #he just chooses to reply when he feels like it #and that really shits me #yet i always reply to him straight #im so done with him rn #i cant even #like i really like him #but if he’s going to be like this #i dont know how it’s going to work #aghhh so annoying #but like we havent properly hung out anyway #so it could be that #but he is someone i annoyingly see myself #so stupid #anyway #i miss him though #for fucks sake #happy saturday i guess lol