#spnl #i try to quit this fandom but the graphics are so pretty #life tag #i know i haven't been on nearly as much #so now i have a super hectic schedule #i left home at 7 yday and got back at like ten at night #it's taxing and really fucking exhausting #and also ... intriguing in a way #the work i do is fun of course but #which i find gratifying for some reason #because people are mostly great #even if some of them are terrible #others do little nice things #like smile at you when you're feeling thoroughly terrible #or buy you a sandwich #or offer to help you whenever you need it #what i'm trying to say is #i think #if you get out there often enough #you start to notice these quiet acts of kindess #and you realize #how the world goes on despite everything #i won't say that it gets better #not really #but it does get bearable #and that's important too probably

#spnl #i try to quit this fandom but the graphics are so pretty #life tag #i know i haven't been on nearly as much #so now i have a super hectic schedule #i left home at 7 yday and got back at like ten at night #it's taxing and really fucking exhausting #and also ... intriguing in a way #the work i do is fun of course but #which i find gratifying for some reason #because people are mostly great #even if some of them are terrible #others do little nice things #like smile at you when you're feeling thoroughly terrible #or buy you a sandwich #or offer to help you whenever you need it #what i'm trying to say is #i think #if you get out there often enough #you start to notice these quiet acts of kindess #and you realize #how the world goes on despite everything #i won't say that it gets better #not really #but it does get bearable #and that's important too probably